August – The Stressful Month

It’s been a long time since my last post. August has been a stressful month for me because my workplace is lack of manpower. We will be having event for this weekend and there is a lot of preparation to do. Coincidence that one of my colleagues took one week annual leave and the event happens during his leave period. Thus, we are lack of manpower in the kitchen.

Well, whether we like it or not, we have to do our best to fulfil our job tasks. Whether we have enough or not enough manpower, we still have to try our best to complete all the tasks given to us. I really feel stressful but then I still have to face the reality. Complaining doesn’t help, what I can do is just do whatever I can and try to complete my tasks daily.

Let’s just hope everything will be good and I can slowly learn how to handle stress. Learning to become more mature in terms of my thinking is currently what I should do.

August~ please be good to me. Cheers J

Story of H & J – Chapter 2

        This chapter is to talk about the first year of H & J after they be together. H & J have been through many things together no matter happy or sad times.

        Normally, the first 3 months are very sweet. H & J have same interest which is to visit café and try out their coffee and dessert. Mostly H & J hang out places would be café shops in ss15, sunway pyramid, subang parade and aeon big. H & J also watched some movies in cinema together and even cried together when the scene was too touching. And then, we would laugh together and feel silly together because we felt that we have been tricked by the touching scene of the movie. Usually, most of the nice movies would have happy ending. That’s why we will always feel been tricked by the so called touching scenes in the movie…..

        During the first month, H bought a couple ring for J. J felt very happy because this is the 1^st time for J to receive a ring. The ring is a stainless steel ring and the design was chose by J.

        During the first anniversary, H learnt to cook lunch for J. H cooked ABC soup, steamed vege mock chicken meat and stir-fry cabbage with ginger. J felt very loved and thankful to have H as her boyfriend. J hopes to be together with H and have countless anniversary celebrations together in the future. 

Bipolar Disorder

What is bipolar disorder? It is a kind of emotion psychological illness. There are 3 stages of these disorder, the first stage is depression, the second stage is bipolar disorder and the third stage would be known as integration disorder (精神分裂症).

Let’s talk about the first stage, depression. Depression is when a person’s thoughts mostly are negative thoughts. The person feels very very down and all they think and do are negative. They have lost all the interest to do anything. They just feel this world very grey and dark. When a person is undergoing depression, it is best to seek for psychological doctor to have some medicine or some consultation to let them spilt out their inner feelings.

Next, about bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder is the second stage emotional disorder. Bipolar means there are 2 extreme feelings such as hyper (excited) mood and down (depression) mood. Bipolar disorder is slightly difficult to handle compared to depression. This is because the person who has bipolar disorder has a serious mood swing. They can easily go to hyper mood because of something happy, and can easily go to down mood because of something unhappy. The mood swing very fast and they are suffering. 

Sometimes, they cannot find the neutral point for their mood. People with serious bipolar disorder should seek for psychological doctor for injection, medication and consultation. Normally, people with bipolar disorder tend to live a normal life same as normal people. They will feel very very embarrassing because of their mood swings. Therefore, they will reject and fear of their own mood swing (hyper and down mood). But actually, bipolar disorder people should learn to accept reality and learn to let go of things. 

Most importantly, bipolar people should learn to accept themselves and love themselves. It is nothing wrong to have an emotion sickness. Once bipolar people started to learn to accept and love themselves, and with the aid of doctor’s medication, they can slowly recover from serious mood swing.

In conclusion, love and accept can help to cure these emotion sickness. Therefore, never give up, think positive and find a trustable person to spill out all the unhappy and negative thoughts.

Story of H & J - Chapter 1

        H & J met each other during college time. They were classmates and studied the same course together in the same college. At first, J just treat H as a normal friend and classmate. But slowly, H and J started to chat about homework, classes, lecturers and many other things.

H and J started to sit together during Malaysian Studies classes. They listened to songs together and have lunch together. Many of the classmates teased H and J of being couples but that time H already has a girlfriend. J just treat the teasing as the most secure teasing ever because J never thought of being couple together with H due to many personal reasons.

After being good friends for almost 2 semesters, J slowly felt that H like her and found out that H already broke up with his girlfriend, but that time J doesn’t ready yet and J just treated H as a buddy that always accompany her. H did many things that made J feel very touched and in the end, J accepted H’s confession and finally become couples.

Why Vegetarian? ^^

         Some of the people I met will ask me why I am a vegetarian, I would like to share the reasons and benefits of becoming a vegetarian. I am a vegetarian since born because my parents are vegetarian. They converted to vegetarian before they get married because of religion teachings and also they do not want to kill animals. Why animals have to be killed just to become human’s meals while humans can survive without eating meats? Animals are living things just like human beings. They can feel pain and they also have blood flowing through their bodies. Therefore, we should not harm them and turn them to our meals just because of unnecessary demanding.


The following are the reasons and benefits of becoming a vegetarian:

1) Healthy and cruelty free
2) Respect animals’ lives
3) Environmental friendly
4) Reduced the karma of killing animals
5) Able to have mentality peacefulness
       
       There are many types of vegetarians which are vegan (doesn’t consume egg and dairy products), lacto-ovo-vegetarian (eat both eggs and dairy products), lacto-vegetarians (eat dairy products but doesn’t consume eggs), ovo-vegetarian (eat eggs but doesn’t consume dairy products) and etc.

I am the lacto-ovo-vegetarian which is consume both egg and dairy products but I do not consume onion and garlic. The reason why I do not consume onion and garlic is because onion and garlic are the strong bacteria killer used for seasoning meats. My stomach doesn’t consume any meat products, so if I consume onion and garlic, then most likely my stomach will act as the meat for the onion garlic to season (means my stomach will get hurt) >~<

       In conclusion, these are my reasons why I am a vegetarian. I hope that more and more people around the world can support vegan or vegetarian lifestyle and have more love towards animals in the future. Cheers~ xD  

Waiting for sem 6’s result…

        

        I finished my internship in the hotel at the beginning of May 2015. After that, I did my presentation and completed my internship report in mid-June. After I passed up my report, I followed my family back to Penang to attend my uncle’s wedding dinner.

       

        After I back from Penang, I went to hang out with him in Mid Valley Megamall which is located in KL. This is the 1^st time I went to a further place to hang out with him. After we had our lunch, we went to take bus to go to Mid Valley. We walked around and sightseeing many shops in the mall. I felt happy because I finally managed to hang out with him in a new place which both of us seldom goes. Unfortunately, I fall sick right after our hang out in the mall. This is because the weather is too hot and I was under the hot sunshine while taking the bus to and fro the mall.

        I fall sick for almost 1 week plus. During that 1 week plus, I felt very weak and kept on rest at home only. Although I felt boring, I was too sick to hang out with him. Actually both of us have planned to go find part time to work together but end up he went to find job alone because I was sick. However, he found a café part time job which he thinks is suitable for me. He applied for job there and he encouraged me to apply job also. That time, I haven’t mentally and physically prepared to go work because I need some time to adapt to new environment. In the end, I followed his encouragement and start my job at there for 1 week. However, many unhappy things happened and there were human resource management problem which made me feel very frustrated and I quit the job myself.

        Currently, I am staying at home, helping my mom to do housekeeping such as wipe all the dust in living room. I feel much better because I do not feel any more working pressure that made me become very emotion unstable. I am glad that I made the right decision to quit the job that made me feel unhappy.

        Therefore, I am going to rest well at home, help my mom with some housekeeping and hang out with the one I like to hang out with. Maybe after I fully recovered from my working pressure and have enough rest, then only I go look for a new part time job. Lastly, I plan to further my studies next Jan. I hope everything goes smoothly and I can have an enjoyable holiday while waiting for my result and graduation ceremony for my diploma.

      

Finally…..Sem 5 is officially over xD

Yesterday was the last day for my final exam. I feel so happy that finally this sem is completed. My classmates and I went for a dinner celebration with my event management lecturer to celebrate our hard work for organizing our event and last day of sem 5. He and I followed our lecturer’s car to go to Paradigm Mall for the dinner. We went to Simple Life restaurant to have a great vegetarian dinner whereas my lecturer and other classmates went to have a dinner buffet in a Japanese Restaurant called Suki-ya. We ordered 2 set meals, 2 drinks and 1 snack for dinner. We felt very full after finished eating. After we finished having dinner in Simple Life restaurant, we went to Suki-ya to meet up with our lecturer and classmates. Then, we walked around and took some group photos with the Christmas decorations in the mall. After that, our lecturer fetched us back home. We really have a great dinner celebration yesterday night and I am glad that we already completed 5 semesters together. I only left 1 more sem to go to complete my whole diploma course provided I pass all the subjects in this sem 5.

        I only left one subject in my last sem which is internship practical. I am going to have 4 months internship in Dorsett Grand Subang starting next year January. I will have to write an internship report and do a presentation after I complete my internship. If everything goes smoothly, I will be graduating next year from my diploma course.

        Today is the first day of my sem 5’s sem break, the first thing I should do is to stay at home and get enough rest. After that, I will slowly plan what should I do during this sem break. I am going back to Penang with my family next week. After I back from Penang, I am going to start my preparation for internship. I hope that I can pass all the subjects and go for internship without any delay. Last but not least, happy holidays to all my friends and good luck for classmates who are going for internship next sem. Cheers! xD